I was dreading today; it has been such a hard week and I knew if I was going to have a problem it would be this weekend. Little did I know I would fail before I got there! I am at work feeling very under the weather. I'm not sure if it is "that Friday feeling" or what but I am definitely not my usual annoying self. Anyway I was struggling along, having had my shake for breakfast and promising myself my lovely fruit at 10.30 as usual when.................one of my staff produced a box of chocolates, masses of cakes and piles of Indian snacks. She is leaving today and decided to bring in some treats. I fought and fought against it but I succumbed to one - Just one - samosa. I enjoyed it but I guess it really wasn't worth it.
Once I had eaten it I decided it was time for a blog entry. I wanted to tell you all what I had done (confess my guilty secret) but I also wanted it in the open and to say that I am not going to let this push me off my path. I am going straight back to where I was and I am not going to stray anymore this weekend. On Monday or Tuesday once I have finished my Slimfast fortnight I am going to have a meal out or a take away. Nothing too grand but just something enjoyable and knowing I have that to look forward to is enough to keep me going.
I am still hoping for another 5/6 lbs loss on Monday evening. I am going to keep myself as busy as possible over the weekend and try and swim and visit the gym as well. This will help.
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